This Is The Hardest Thing I’ve Had To Do

This is the hardest thing
I’ve had to do..
is reach you.
Oh, what a job it
is.
To get to you.
Oh, Lord, help me
get through.
I love my family,
that’s true.
I love my friends
too.
But I have to get
back to you.
Oh, how I have to.
Please, help me
through.
I don’t just need
anybody.
I need to be with
you.
I need to be with
those that know
me through and
through.
I [...]

Re-connect The Love

Re-connect the love to
send.
My life has been gone
for so long.
My messages are old, meant
to be told on this line-now
open.
Entering the force to find
ideas on the line.
Entering the force to find
lost love on the line.
Re-connect me to my heart.
The emptiness has been
here too long..
not to sing this long lost
song.
Reliving the life to carry
on.
Finding ways to enter [...]

We’ll Never Say hell-o Or Hey

You’re  right, I’m not
good for you.
You’re so smart.
I make you feel blue
like picture art.
You have color, distant
lives and curves.
I say to myself.
But no brain when
it comes to being
sane.
I try to like you.
I use to love you.
But as smart as you
are..
you just walked away.
You didn’t even see
me..
or didn’t want to.
You just walked away
and blamed it on [...]

That Many More Angels

That many more angels..
sadly said.
Heaven awaits all the
heartaches..
Still I see.
Today, nothing but
sadness..
always.
What more can any of
us take, the pain and
sorrow.
Take it away.
Must it be another
day..
that sadness plays?
This song can pass for
a never day.
Escape the sadness al-
ways loving you.
Sadness here always
true.
What more can I take,
these heartaches..
completely through?
Outlasting happiness..
ever meant for you.
The sadness continues
on in my mind.
Happiness [...]

Write My Song

Less words more meaning..
Less words more giving..
Less words more filling.
This world of writing is
exciting and reliving
with a pen it’s
thrilling.
Carry on, write
my song.
Make it happy..
Make it sad..
Make me want
more..
Make it strong..
Make it weak..
Send it to the
meek..
Carry on, write
my song.
Play it loud..
Play it soft..
Play it fast..
PLay it slow..
But be sure to
let it go.
Circumstances beyond
our control..
Carry on and [...]

Angels Were About

Your wings engulfed
me as the lights
went out.
Night time, day time,
all the same.
Some would believe
me..
as the lights went
out, angels were
about.
Familiar faces lost
before standing right
there in my doorway.
Angel, going my way;
I’d love to stay,
angels about today.
The feelings gathering
now tell the story,
as energy soars, lines
rhyme again..
as life soared out
within.
My life is hopeful,
casting an image..
casting life’s treasures
on clouds of
thoughts [...]

Forty Acres And A Mule

You look good enough
to eat.
More charm than the
road atlas allows
me to seek.
I can shoot straight
as long as I don’t
have to shoot
too far.
Forty acres and a
mule..
what will I do?
Get out of the way
white trash.
I’ll knock you down.
I’ll knock you back.
Don’t drink alone.
People find out that
it ruins their re-
putation.
And that’s a fact.
Doubting to the bone..
then find out [...]

LOVE

LOVE DOESN’T HAVE TO
BE JUST IN THE HEART.
LOVE TRAVELS UP THE
ARM, DOWN THE LEG
THROUGH THE HEART INTO
YOUR VEINS THROUGH-
OUT THE SPINAL COLUMN
OUT YOUR NASAL PASS-
AGES SWIRLING AROUND
INSIDE THE MOUTH
WINDING DOWN THE THROAT
PENETRATING INTO THE
LUNGS DIGESTED BY THE
STOMACH THROUGH THE
INTESTINES OUT THE
COLON. NOW SAY THE
REST OF THE BODIES
FUNCTIONS.
Oct. 21, 1994

Shifting Gears

Life shifts gears out of
our control.
No where to run.
No where do they care
for the love and
compassion..
for the faith of
mankind.
Ungrateful people down
the line..
aggravates me to the
end of time’s glow.
Do you want to be alone
tonight?
Neither do I.
Acts do follow the glows
which shows direction.
Actions flourishing beyond
the knowledge casting out-
wardly what to question.
Not knowing beyond one
step only powers the
mind [...]

Stubborn Attacks

The hardest thing for me
to do as a fact is to snap
out of a stubborn
attack.
Not listening to myself
only makes the matters
worse.
Breaking away to say
I don’t want to be
this way.
Help me today.
Help me today.
I need help today in
the life of my ways.
I need help today Lord.
I’m finding it hard to
find my way.
Oh, help me today Lord.
Oh, [...]